I'm trying to get back into writing again and I can't seem to keep focused. I crank out a page or two and then my mind wonders off. What the hell!!?? Then too, everyday life seems to interrupt. Work, the child. Helping him with his homework. Math...holy s_ _ _t!! It's been over 15 some odd years since I've done any of the stuff he's learning in school. Chicago math didn't even exist when I was in school. And I'm supposed to help him how?? I'm blessed the a beautiful son, (bragging rights.) and I love him with all my heart, but it's hard trying to be both mother AND father to him. I feel like I'm not giving him enough.
Try having a relationship. I don't. Let's not go into the subject of men. No offense guys, I'm just blowing steam. And add to it work. I have some very choice words, but I'm sure I'd get kicked off Sheezy if I actually said them. So reach into to darkest recesses of your mind and let them spew forth. Bong! You got it. That's EXACTLY what I wanted to say. Even my Tai Chi and meditation isn't helping me get centered.
I'm tired of all this snow. I WANT SPRING!!! And I want it NOW!!!! Normally I love winter, but we've been having these days where it warms ups to about 50 degrees, the sun is shining and everything is melting, I spend the whole day outside, (I need to be outside.) and then the next day the temp. drops drasictally and we get dumped on. Back to square one. It's beginning to look a lot like christmas. UUUUUGGGHH! Like I said....I'm all over the place. Bouncy, trouncy, flouncy, fun, fun, fun.
Maybe I'll go through my forms.
Well now. Would that I could, but huh-uh. I put pen to paper only to write, no to draw. I can't even do the lovely stick figures that you seemed to be so skilled in. I leave that talant way to you.
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